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Oct. 16th, 2009

  • 10:31 AM
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I can log in here!
For the past months been trying to log in,
Thought people hacked in
It was me that forgotten I changed my password -.-
Oh well, I am over at http://purplegreenred.wordpress.com
Maybe someday, showhow I will be back here =)

With love
Vina

Jumps around

  • Aug. 7th, 2009 at 3:56 PM


*Jumps around*
Finally got my laptop from school! It's acer Extensa 4630Z, 14.1 " wide. haha.. it's huge but not very heavy... really blessed =)
I napped for only 1 hour, can't sleep, don't know why.
This morning I only had about 2 hours plus of sleep, thanks dah for waking me up <3 Love you deep deep!
Dah and i met up at TPY central mac to do last minute mugging before heading to school, we almost died of tiredness lol
But I love it so much <3
Paper was ok I guess, at least a pass =) I didn't expect much because there are just too much to memorise for brain and behaviour.

Going to meet some of my poly friends for a while later then gonna watch UP with my lovely life group peeps. It's been so long since we all catch a movie together *YAY*


He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
Psalm 62:2, NIV

flying without wings

  • Aug. 6th, 2009 at 5:51 PM


I am not sleeping tonight

Brain and Behaviour mid-term test tmr :(
I am deprived of sleep
Vina just need to be sane and have a good night sleep soon...

Was trying to wake up at 3am on Wednesday morning to Study, but then couldn't make it.... Psyc mid-term test, *cross finger* hopefully it will be alright....

yay! all the essays won't be due so fast... 2 or 3 weeks from now... but 1 day after another....

oh! one incident/accident happened to me :(
I burnt my poor fringe... I cut it myself... uneven... have to pin it up as of now
but the i felt so accomplished cooking for my family! For the first time after such a long time =) =)
Love love

Fidah (both jcu and deyi), I love you! Really don't know what will happen to me without you
Hahaha.... <3


nap and then study again
good bye friends
hope everything is well


Blessed <3

  • Aug. 1st, 2009 at 11:16 PM







I am so blessed with these "crazy" peeps in school
Wonder how life would be without you girls
<3



<3 <3

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Many things I thought they are that way
But I never learnt to look at them in another angle
So it's this way
Judging can cause ambigous problems
So I choose to keep quiet
For now

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If only I have the courage to say

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Streams of Praise yesterday was awesome to the max
God was really moving in the place
For those who don't know, streams of praise is a christian chinese worship band =)
Anotomy museum at NUS was interesting
Fidah and I were like having karaokae session inside the bus and after the tour. Hahaha
Our westlife concert, I want I want again! I love you friends!

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Today met up with ah Jean in town to eat and did a lil shopping
Then we took bus to gek poh mac, really studied - very productive!
then we had prayer in church! So happy!
So happy!



I love you, Coco <3
You never fail to cheer me up =)


YAY! Its church tomorrow<3



 

Loveeeeee

  • Jul. 30th, 2009 at 11:37 PM
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Seoul garden with 8 other humans yesterday was really amazing! I really love my friends so much! hohoho`

Explored Ion after that. super nice!

Things have been alright with me, learning to cope with school work better cos now so much that I don't know how to be focused and get things done efficiently...

Last night I had the weirdest yet sweetest dream ever =) if only it will come true *hehehehe*

Red green blue green blue red ...
hahaha amazed at this cos we did this experiment at Brain and behaviour tutorial yesterday ... it's a stoop experiment I think can't remember.. but it's so funny to hear every1 in the class saying these three colours. hahaha






 

Jul. 29th, 2009

  • 12:30 AM
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Hebrews 3:13

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But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness.


Amen.

Jul. 26th, 2009

  • 12:01 AM
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Hahaha! My dad posted this as comment to the photo on facebook

这是小女儿,吃得很痛苦???还是吃不够饱????(This is my youngest daughter, eating too miserable??? or eat not enough??? )



I want to roll on the floor
I love you daddy!

 

jgn di fikirkan lagi

  • Jul. 24th, 2009 at 11:40 PM
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jgn di fikirkan
dia lg main kan hati mu
jgn jatuh;

TGIF

  • Jul. 24th, 2009 at 7:46 AM
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haha the friends gave me fries ... at first I didn't want cos can't finish, but the words melt my heart to the core <3
I love you, the friends deep deep =)

 
Parents came to Sg yesterday. It's great seeing them again
Shopped with Daddy yesterday since school ended at 12noon
I think will shop with him again today
Celebrating mommy's birthday as a whole family today
I love this feeling to be with the parents <3
I love you, my family =)

It's Friay!
Next Week is 1 week term break 
But it doesnt feel like it
There are so much to study
So much to do
Lap report reading + Anthro Workbook + mugging ...

Ok, I can do it!

And finally! I got my new student pass already
And it's super cool!
Look like Singapore IC, except that it's green in color

:D

Have a nice day people!

PS: I love God so much!
He never fails to amaze me to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3 <3
 

Jul. 20th, 2009

  • 7:48 AM




I love you,
God
<3


You are just an amazing God

I know I can do well through Christ who strengthens me =)

Jul. 18th, 2009

  • 8:46 AM


Psalms 143:8
 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love,
       for I have put my trust in you.
       Show me the way I should go,
       for to you I lift up my soul.

Take my hand, Lord

  • Jul. 15th, 2009 at 10:19 PM
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I had not been feeling up recently. Just exhausted with the Student Pass Issue. Just wondering, I've been in Singapore for 11 years, and why they don't give me PR and nothing of these things would happen :( I didn't get to go for Psychology class on Monday afternoon because I didn't have a student pass. So I kept calling them and going down to ____________ and finally it's approved. But there are still some admin things to be done about it.

I didn't know that it affected me so much :( So crazy. I was so afraid that I would not be able to study anymore... I was so afraid... but I decided to talk to people about it, prayed about it, and God helped me overcome these worries and now it's approved! I am back in school! Praise His name, always!

I know I haven been blogging about my daily lives much recently, but yea. I will still blog here and there when there is time...

I think God really is showing me bits and pieces of what He wants me to do now in school. After praying about directions... thank You Jesus <3


I realised it's no use getting stressed and worried about how much I need to study for school work.
It's not within my control. I know my brain and memory is not as good... therefore... I should just read but not too much.
I want to learn to spend time with Him more
I want to set my priority right
I want to be in His presence always
<3
 



Jean sent this song to us. It's so timely <3


Completely - Ana Laura


The secret of life is letting go
The secret of love is letting it show
In all that I do, in all that I say
Right here in this moment

The power of prayer
Is in the humble cry
The power of change
Is in giving my life
And laying down
Down at your feet
Right here in this moment

Take my heart, take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all that is within lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone, completely

This journey of life, is a search for truth
This journey of faith, is following you
Every step of the way, through the joy and the pain
Right here in this moment

Take my heart, take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all that is within lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone, completely

Right Here, Right Now
And for the rest of my life
Hear me say . . .

Take my heart, take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all that is within lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone, completely

I am yours and yours alone, completely

 

Jul. 12th, 2009

  • 10:30 PM
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Who are you in the presence of the Lord

Trying to hold on

  • Jul. 10th, 2009 at 7:25 AM
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Yes,
I am really exhausted recently, having to read and understand so many concepts, terms for lessons. Been having insufficient sleep, yet haven't complete reading for today's lesson. I am tired already. I am wondering how some of our classmates can start to memorise things for the term tests in week 5 =/ 

I know it is silly, but I felt I have not studied enough compared to others. Others are always staying back in school, study, discuss, memorise... where else for me, yes I stayed back ,but somethings my brain is too tired to feed those information and facts in. I feel I have not studied enough... mommy said if I am tired, take a break and rest...but how to? With the rate that I am going, I am sure gonna flunk my mid term test :( 

Even yesterday I went for the women's conference, honestly my heart wasn't in it, was thinking about school work and all :( I am sorry Lord. But one thing I took back from that session is to be truthful infront of God and to God... according to John 4 - Samarithan woman's encounter with Jesus... Jesus knew she had 5 husbands and now she is living with a man who is not even her husband... she tried to change subject, but God confronted her in a gentle way... 

I really need the time off from school work and just sit at the feet of Jesus
But how?

I have no time :(


Today I could blog, just because I am awake early, trying to study, but things can't seem to go in...

Don't get me wrong, I love psychology,
I still am holding on to what I want to be in future
Just that I am still not used to getting so much information into my brains

God, I need your strength....
I need a break
 


Jul. 2nd, 2009

  • 10:14 PM
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Can someone give me a super brain that can store everything that I need to study for this course?
4th day of school .... fever... lack of sleep.... so much more to study ....

Woah!

  • Jul. 1st, 2009 at 7:45 AM
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Yes, I woke up at 4.30am today to try do some reading for the tutorial today.
It was quite tough, cos I never read so much in my life before, not even in polytechnic
Reading is one of the most important part before going for class in University, if not you will be lost in lala land.
I hope tutorals later will not be too hard for me because I didn't really understand all my readings.

But wondering, why is it that human beings want to come out with so many philosophy and theories in life?
Why is it so hard for them to believe the existence of God in this world? It's interesting though to study all these psychologists and philosophists... just hope exam will be nice to me =)

Anyway I went back to sleep at about 6.30 and woke up at 7.00am... still very tired... I need to get used to late nights and alot of readings kind of life soon... if not I sure very far behind...

3rd day of Uni
here I come!

1st Day of School

  • Jun. 29th, 2009 at 6:56 PM




Another stage of my life began today.
Really thank you Joey and Justina for the touching sms this morning. So encouraging!
There were two lectures today, Anthropology and Discovery Psychology 1.

Anthropology is the study of human beings...
Yes from cultural to evolving of human beings etc...

I think this will then allow me to widen up my vision, not just be trapped in a little box of what I think is right... and even in the area of counselling... it will be good if we are able to find out ones background rather than whack quickly to counsel that person. =)
I know I will be studying about human beings evolving from apes to human beings... I 100% don't believe in that, I guess it will be good to still compare what people came out with this belief, with the belief with our heavenly living God =) So exciting

About Discoverying Psychology 1, it was hard today cos there were no slides,lecturer was talking like a mrt ,so fast! I guess need to wait for the slides then I will be able to understand better.

Really excited to start school since last week..  (:

 

Am glad I gathered with my cell group last night at Sam's house to celebrate Sheperd day for our dearest cell leader =) Yes We pasted notes on that lovely red lamp and also the standing-jason on the lamp. hahaha.  Really appreciate you, Jason!
We then continued doing our outreach friendship bands with notes, then we also prayed for one another... because July seems to be very happening month for most of us, going back to school, going back to work, big events to handle, etc. Am glad for this family that I have. God really blessed with me so much with them <3
Such a nice ending of holiday at Sam's place!

Yes, time to get down to reading of materials ... alot to read , but I know I can do it =) 

Have a blessed week ahead!

 



JCU orientation 23rd - 25th June 2009 <3

  • Jun. 26th, 2009 at 10:15 AM
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Hello!
Yes! I had my uni orientation from 23rd till 25th june 2009 ...
It was really good!

Tuesday...
First day of orientation got to know 2 indonesian friends and some others from some other countries... interesting
I didn't know the Psychology students had orientation on Monday already (sobsss) think they missed us out... but then after that I gotta know my course mates and all... they are very nice people! so first day was talking about the school, the policies, introduction of lecturers and professors and the student leaders...campus tour... it was good... they made it quite fun! but it's like we have food every 2 - 3 hours ! can you imagine! from 9.30am - 5.30pm we kept eating like a pig? hahahah joking... but the amazing thing is that God brought to me alot of christian friends!!! so happy!

Life group was great! Made 2 new friends.. Bai Ling (Candice and Jean connected with her) and Eveet? I donno how to spell her name.. she came to church for abt 1 month already and she is really sweet =)

Wednesday....

Second day of orientation, we went to Bedok Reservoir there to have Forest Tree Top Adventure  . It was so good! I completed all of them and I realised I am a little scared of height ! But the fun part was that I got to do flying fox 5 times! wohoooooooooooooo! but now my body is aching like crazy :p I lost my camera there though :( Got stolen by donno who :( I pray God will convict that person to return me my precious camera . Amen. 

Xin Yi!! I love you!! =) Thank you for talking to me non-stop on the way to Bedok Reservoir and back to JCU. Hehe enjoyed the talking with you <3


Anyway! Went for Ginny's surprised party at night! it was so good!!! Adrian and friends did a wonderful job to suprised her! hehehe.. Ginny was really surprised and touched! And the amazing part was also that one of my ex-church member was there and he is now in the same ministry as ginny!! The world is too small ! Ginny sure enjoyed herself being thrown to the water and being smashed by the cake hahahaha!
Good job!

Thursday...
We chose our modules already! Hehehe so happy!!
I am prepared to mug like crazy!!
Anyway it ended quite early, so Jia en, Frety, Christiin and sarah and myself went to eat at casuarina prata house... then met more of our course mates :p then went to the other prata place to meet the rest...
Some of us went to watch transformers after that at AMK hub and it was super nice la! *faints*
Then I took train to Boon Lay, shopped... bought some things
Then went for cooperate prayer which was great too! Ps Ross Toley taught us on Prayer and intercession... =)

Jia en! Hope to always be in the same class with u.. hehe <3
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Today! I m going to be a tour guide to frety and christiin hehehe

ok have a nice day!


Starting school on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Realisations

  • Jun. 22nd, 2009 at 1:37 AM


I wanted to give up...wasn't sure the direction of this _____________ is going to....
Sometimes things don't work out the way you hoped it to be... God knows best
Even when I don't feel like doing anything, He worked, He spurred.
I am so glad I spoke my heart out  with Aunty Cat last night when I was on the way back from mission trip meeting.
I love her.
So much wisdom... so much that I am reminded of doing.

What then does God want me to do in _________________ ?
I then have to learn to be obedient in the small things that I am appointed to do.
Sometimes I just find it so tiring... people don't listen to you, asked me already yet don't want to accept the answer given.
Why am I striving so hard? Why don't I let Jesus take the wheel and I just watch Him work?

The more I run away, the more God is running after me.
I am loved, dear God.
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Birthday celebration updates...

Celebrated with H2R2VY lastWednesday night
Celebrated with Anna and Yoke San on Sunday

Hahahahaha... is there anymore?
2 weeks of celebrations ... I love small yet many celebrations <3

2 lives have just been addded into our midst
And I love them very much <3
So beautiful, so precious...

Killer bunnies is evil....

It's 1.35am and I am typing away....
just completed making ______________ for __________________________________

And I miss you , love...